inspiring grace

i keep thinking of all those old nights. the ones where i’d lie in bed thinking about college, worrying about which one to chose. wondering where God’s plan for me was, hoping to hear him clearly, but worried i never would. and to think that all that time he was whispering thoughts of arizona and leading me towards my future. i had doubts and hesitation, all the while God knew what would await me, who would await me. at the time i had no idea that they even existed, but now that time seems so long ago and near impossible to imagine. here i found the life i prayed for, but more abundant than i ever hoped. opportunities, excitement, and living. the fact that i found it - all this purpose, all these life changing people and best friends, and all that i’m growing into - overwhelms me with joy and gratitude. knowing that after all those countless nights of worries and prayers, God’s plan would lead me to these people and this place amazes me. it’s a miracle, and i’m so blessed to be living it.